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That guy who designs just for fun,, that guy who writes just to inspire,, that guy who enjoys music just to keep living,, that guy,, he is bheaa..

Monday, March 22, 2010

All Hope isn't Lost

beberapa waktu ini smped banyak prasaan down krna nilai yg menyakitkan dibagi cukup menyayat hati. dan smped pikiran busuk buat pindah jurusan nongol lagi, ditambah dengan tatapan bokab gw yg kalo nawarin gw pindah jurusan tmpang hepi bgd *ehem ehem*, dia seneng kali ya klo gw pindah ke FLA/FIP. tiap hari ketemu babe gw in and outside campus. cihuy bgd.hahahaha.

bayangin aja, pertama masuk kuliah senior pada 'membakar' gw dengan kata2 indah 'DKV ga susah' dan 'semester awal tu buat nabung nilai' dan pas dibagiin nilai dapetnya sebanding ama nilai biologi gw pas SMA, dan pastinya tmen2 gw pada tau gw blom begitu bisa bedain ikan sama taneman.

anyway lupakan masalah ikan ama taneman, that was a lame indonesian joke.

well asam garam perkuliahan mulai gw cerna, 3T *tugas, teman, ta(sensor)* dunia kampus udah mulai terbiasa dialami, bahkan terlalu banyak dialami... teman2 gila yang mengais ngais nilai... tugas ga masuk akal nan menghantui gw dalam tidur *serius* bahkan mimpi ngerjain tugas dan gabisa ulangan menggantikan mimpi-mimpi indah yang biasa menghiasi dunia malam gw. *sigh*

tpi gw ga akan posting rant dan cercaan serta hal-hal murahan gene du posterous tercinta ini. liat aja judulnya, "All hope isn't lost".

ditengah hidup yang berat pasti ada aja waktu buat menghela nafas. waktunya mungkin bentar, bahkan sangat sangat sebentar, tpi entah brapa pendeknya itu, it's enough. bahkan more than enough. tpi jangan keenakan juga, feet on earth, back to reality, tugas datang lagi *life sucks*. tpi stidaknya kali ini tugas bisa dikerjakan dengan new found spirit. All Hope Isn't Lost mungkin gw ga ikut nntn life recording glory to glory *dan louder than life juga*, gw suka melepaskan banyak kesempatan emas, gw suka ga maksimal dalam beberapa kerjaan gw, and I suck at BF, tpi I'm not dead and gw blom kalah just like coldplay's LOST!.

All hope isn't Lost
All hope isn't Lost

*mandang gitar dan sketchbook*

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Untitled

(repost from my DA Journal)

Lost by Coldplay. I love Coldplay and I love Lost. It's a great song that has a good meaning *well at least for me* anyway just to expand my journal I'm gonna input the lyrics of LOST! here.

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

taken, no, copy pasted from sing365.com

In my current state. I could say I am losing, but no I'm not lost yet. maybe all the situations around me are tearing me and turning my head upside down, but I'm not giving in. I'm gonna work and study harder. I'm gonna fight with all my best.

Anyway uploaded two wallpapers, not really a "waaaw" one. just a self learnt and self practice of shadow-ing and persepective. I want my art and design skills to grow and develop ya know.hahaha..

For those who felt weary and losing. never give up. we aren't lost yet. all little hopes and possibilities, take it have faith in it, believe it. Trust that miracles do happen and we will triumph if we keep fighting on. God Bless.

Sincerely yours,,
Swift Line

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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Stop and Breathe

yea,, minggu menyedihkan (baca:UTS) ini brakhir juga. minggu yang cukup colorful buat gw: gosong, naek motor bertiga *lagi*, veha ke beijing lagi... trus rumah gw listrik konslet jadi gabs make listrik dan tugas2 menumpuk.

Tpi memasuki hari ketiga ujian gw,, hari ene gw ujian DKV (baca:dateng,kumpul,pulang) trus here I am. istirahat soalnya gada tugas lagiii... gmbar uda beres, nirung mikir2 deh,, DKV gada tugas dan besok ujian estetika... bisa diatur lah itu..hahaha..

Gw bersyukur banget buat minggu ene, walau gw udah bandel tpi Tuhan tetep kasi gw banyak kesempatan luar biasa.. btw gw dah sukses nulis draft lagu ke 5 gw.. mudah-mudahan bisa rampung kek lagu keempat gw *yg 1 2 3 ga beres smua*.. dann banyak juga yg mw gw plajari,, gw pengen blajar spirograph ama gmbar2 lage.hehehe,, seneng deh.

so excited buat sabtu minggu ene, mau ke bandung bareng anak2 DKV dan DI *kayaknya* tar maen tanah liat lagi. udah lama ga maen tanah liat... masih bisa ga ya gw maen tanah liat? well... we'll see.

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