The Ending Seasons

I realize that mourning would just trouble me more
I know staying bellow the falling leaves is useless
I feel my head so light, seemed like nothing inside
I go away, continuing my life towards the cold winter

Somehow the winter isn't as cold as it should be
The icy winds didn't made me tremble and shiver
The cold pathway didn't seemed to scare me again
I walk easily crossing by the falling ice crystals

The Spring came way much sooner than I expected
The beautiful flowers didn't amaze my thirsty soul
The sweet smell of honey didn't captivate my lust
I pass all the flowerbeds, laughing all my way out

The Summer somehow shines brighter, it burns me more
The intense sun burns me straight through my skin
The laughing kids seemed to mock me while I walk
I can't face it anymore, the heat burns my heart

I can't
I can't face it
I can't face losing you, my precious one

I can't
I can't lie to my feelings
I can't believe how much I have been gone, I have been lost

Sincerely yours,,
bheaaaa