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That guy who designs just for fun,, that guy who writes just to inspire,, that guy who enjoys music just to keep living,, that guy,, he is bheaa..

Thursday, May 28, 2009

A great day! A new start..

Hari ene gw bolos kerja..haha.. Pagi2 uda bkin confession.. Yea,, jdi pagi ene gw bolos krja.. Trus around 10 gw ke rumah opa gw.. Uda lama bgt gw ga krumah dy.. Akhirna ketempat dy.. Dsana gw masukin foto2 dy ke laptop, trus gw ngajarin dy kompie.. Dy smangad bgt blajar bgtuan..trus ga lma gw ditransfer pulsa m3 ama dy.. Katanya c bayaran bwat ngajarin..hahaha.. Opa gw ada2 aja,, tpi seneng de pulsa gw direfill..hehe..

Bis itu gw blk krumah.. Gw siap2 dan pas motor gw uda blk gw cabut ke uph.. NyamPe uph jam set 12.. Trus jalan ke gdung D yg dipojok.. Pas ud ksh fotokopi krtu plajar ma ka angel gw dminta isi quizioner gt de.. Beh.. Gw mau nonton man! Smped ga ye?? Ywda de gw isi aja..

Bis isi gw buru2 ke mol.. Lari gw coy.. Dr gdung D ampe 21 mol gw makan waktu 10 menitan.. Kringetan.. Beli tiket, lngsng masuk dan lngsng mulai.. Wew.. Just made it in time!

Nonton de gw.. TERMINATOR SALVATION!! Yea!

Bis nntn gw lngsng jalan kaki pulang ke rumah.. Ampe rumah tepar gw.. Cape bgt cuy.. Bangun tdur gw mrenung ndiri.. I havent had this kind of fun for a long time.. Gw jenuh ama rutinitas magang shit ini.. Ya at least ama jam kerjanya dan lingkungannya, dan embel2 status magang..

I hate them all.. I hate being pushed around kyk gt.. Gw benci dimaenin ga jlas gene.. Dan hal2 kek gt bkin gw bete.. Gw ga suka msuk skolah nothing to do krna skola tolol yg ga tau mw ngapain lagi.. Gw mungkin jga takut dan ga siap dgan lingkungan kuliah gw ntar.. Dan laen2nya deh..

I talked to stephen last night and damn it helped alot.. Pelem tadi jga 'mbantu' gw dalam masalah ini.. Gw blajar things change.. And kalo kta ga siap, kayak gw, you die.. Jdi gw hrus lbi isa nyerahin smuanya, nyerahin lebih lagi ke Tuhan.. Kata2 trakhir marcus sblum dy ksh jantung *in english jantung is heart buqan?* ke stupid o connor..

Kurang lebih kyk gene.. "what makes us human is having a strong heart.." kta manusia coy.. We must have a strong heart..

Sbenerna mksud dy tu konotatif, cma digambarin dgn hal yg konkret.. Tpi by making a link dari yg gw alami smua gw ambil 1 kesimpulan..

We are human, we must have a strong heart to accept things and be ready for the changes..

How to be ready? Ya dgan giving more.. Slama ene gw nyoba to give smua yg gw punya, kasi the best that I thought I could afford.. Tpi itu tnyata salah.. I can do more than that.. I could afford more.. Slama ene gw dah mrasa, "waw" dgan kehidupan gw dgan Tuhan.. Dan today gw blajar God wanted to take me higher.. Promote me more..

Lovely isnt it? Give more.. Gw inged doa yg gwa doain tiap malem.. Yaa originally sidney's..

"God.. Make me a better person than I was yesterday.."

Simple yet deep.. Easy but captivating..

P.S.
Sorry bout the bad languages.. Just came up from my mind..